cont'd This Ni**a part 5

So after being jacked up all day from HIS morning conversation. I decided we have to talk. I know men hate when you say we need to TALK. So on my date on Saturday (yeah I'm still going) I going to just start talking. I need to tell him how I feel well mostly how I express love So maybe if he has a clear understanding of where I'm coming from we can move forward or not. I think I need to put some sort of deadline to this madness. How long will I ride this particular roller coaster? Cause that's what it feels like. Do I want to get off this ride? Should I want to get off this ride? Will it ever be more than just a ride?