This Ni**a part 4

I' m sad today. I cry a lot when I PMS. I am two days from Aunt Flo so I am TRIPin. I still have not talked to him. I think its been long enough. Why we both have to be so childish? I'm not sure if it's even worth the drama. I HATE that I love this man I HATE that I have invested so much time an effort. What about me? What should I do?