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Thursday, May 29, 2008

This Ni**a part 2

So today we had this long conversation about his problems. My heart totally goes out to him when we have these heart to hearts. I try to offer solutions because part of my problem is I'm a fixer. I am always trying to fix other peoples sh*t even to my own detriment. The other side of my brain knows that half the stuff he complaining about he brought on himself! So I am torn, I want to help him because I love him but then he is reaping for all the dirty sh*t he did to me! That's what's crazy! I still love him and want to help with some sh*t he did to me!?

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